A Worthy End

   The unfortunate fact of life is that humanity is flawed.

    Lovely way to start a post, isn’t that? But it’s true. Because of the Fall and original sin, every one of us makes mistakes every day. 

    And so when authors write, we seek to create characters as genuinely flawed as ourselves. As readers, that’s the kind of stories we look for as well. When we read of characters who have no flaws, we consider them ill-formed because really, they’re not how we are but how we want to be. That’s wishful thinking, not characters to whom we can relate—and we don’t like that. 

    So we—both readers and writers—look for characters like ourselves. We want to “live a thousand loves and love a thousand loves”, and we can only do that if we read, and read about characters with a bit of ourselves in them. 

    One of the (arguably, I admit, but I’ve never met anyone who disagrees) greatest authors of British Literature was J.R.R. Tolkien, and not just because of his impressive world-building skills. (Though those did, I’m sure, impact the situation.) Rather because of his ability to bring such human characters to life—even though more than half are not, in fact, human. This post will be exploring two in particular, two that stand out as being particularly flawed (and are curiously often disliked because of it) but in the end redeem themselves most nobly. 

    Let me introduce you to the first—Thorin Oakenshield, King Under The Mountain. 

    If you’re a Tolkien fan in any regard you’ve likely heard of Our Lad Thorin—the stubborn Dwarf king who undertook a perilous quest to reclaim his home (and gold) from the dragon Smaug. He’s known for his pride, his stubborn Dwarvish nature, and eventual fall to dragon-sickness. If ever there was a flawed character, he’d be it. Thorin has a wicked sense of humour, but feels the weight of duty and pride over any joy or friendship. He’s thoughtless, deliberately provoking, and harsh.

    But he changes. At first for the good, for the tentative friendship Bilbo offers him works at his heart. Then for ill, when the dragon-sickness takes him. But then—again.

“Farewell, good thief,” he said. “I go now to the halls of waiting to sit beside my fathers, until the world is renewed. Since I leave now all gold and silver, and go where it is of little worth, I wish to part in friendship from you, and I would take back my words and deeds at the Gate.”

Bilbo knelt on one knee filled with sorrow. “Farewell, King under the Mountain!” he said. “This is a bitter adventure, if it must end so; and not a mountain of gold can amend it. Yet I am glad that I have shared in your perils—that has been more than any Baggins deserves.”

“No!” said Thorin. “There is more in you of good than you know, child of the kindly West. Some courage and some wisdom, blended in measure. If more of us valued food and cheer and song above hoarded gold, it would be a merrier world. But sad or merry, I must leave it now. Farewell!”

    Thorin’s farewell to Bilbo is tragic, beautiful, and redemptive. Though he fell in the end, it was the only thing that made him realise what he had been doing—to himself, and to those around him. But whatever the cause, he did repent. And he departed with hope.

   So also does another unsung hero depart—though not with hope as much as peace. Boromir, Son of Denethor, Steward of Gondor is his name, a man known for his greatness in deed of arms and valiance in defence of his country. He’s judgemental, rash, and hot-headed, but he’s also loyal and brave and true. 

    When Boromir is tempted by the Ring, it creeps into his heart and corrupts his soul. He’s willing to chase after Frodo and threaten harm upon him because of the havoc the evil has wreaked upon him. 

    But, like Thorin, he too changes. 

A mile, maybe, from Parth Galen in a little glade not far from the lake he found Boromir. He was sitting with his back to a great tree, as if he was resting. But Aragorn saw that he was pierced with many black-feathered arrows; his sword was still in his hand, but it was broken near the hold; his horn cloven in two was at his side. Many Orcs lay slain, piled all about him and at his feet. 

Aragorn knelt beside him. Boromir opened his eyes and strove to speak. At last slow words came. ‘I tried to take the Ring from Frodo,’ he said. ‘I am sorry. I have paid.’ His glance strayed to his fallen enemies; twenty at least lay there. ‘They have gone: the Halflings: the Orcs have taken them. I think they are not dead. Orcs bound them.’ He paused and his eyes closed wearily. After a moment he spoke again.

‘Farewell, Aragorn! Go to Minas Tirith and save my people! I have failed.’

‘No!’ said Aragorn, taking his hand and kissing his brow. ‘You have conquered. Few have gained such a victory. Be at peace! Minas Tirith shall not fall!’

Boromir smiled.

‘Which way did they go? Was Frodo there?’ said Aragorn.

But Boromir did not speak again.

      Tolkien’s use of words is so poignant, so alive, it makes you feel as though you’re really there with Boromir, watching him fall, save Merry and Pippin, and redeem his greed with his life.

    Tolkien shows us through these characters, these people who are so flawed, that yes, there is sin and sorrow and suffering, but there is also hope. Because despite all they did, there was redemption, and noble sacrifice, and a worthy end.

Tolkien Blog Party | Tag

     Hallo and happy Saturday to you all! You may already be aware, but today concludes the Tolkien Blog Party hosted at The Edge of the Precipice—click here to read the original post and join the fun!


    I’d originally planned to do a post on the humanity of Tolkien’s characters (particularly Boromir and Thorin) and Why It Matters—however, because of my Extraordinarily Busy Schedule, it won’t be done in time for Tolkien Week. (I do plan to finish it though!) Nonetheless, I do have for you today some answers to a lovely Tolkien-themed tag! So without further ado, let’s get started. ;P

1. The Shire:  What place in Middle-earth do you think you would feel the most like home for you?

    To be completely honest, I’ve got to say the Shire. Yes, yes, I know it’s what everyone says, but that’s for a reason, I think. It’s so very beautiful and home-y and comfortable—and anyway, who wouldn’t want to live in Bag-End?


2. Bree:  If you could create a Middle-earth-themed restaurant, what would you serve there?

    I’m picturing it as kind of like a bed-and-breakfast. There would be lembas bread with butter and preserves, perhaps some athelas tea (I don’t know if that’s a thing, but I don’t really care), and mostly a hobbit-ish cuisine.

3. Rivendell:  Where in Middle-earth would you like to hang out with your friends for a week or so?

    Frankly I’d love to go to Rohan. It’s so beautiful and free—and horses. Who could say no to horses?


4. Moria:  Have you ever delved into the history of Middle-earth (or the history of Tolkien's creative process)?  If so, did you learn anything cool you'd like to share?

       …yes, actually. Perhaps a wee bit too much. This is not a boast, but just a fact, when I say that I’ve probably read almost everything Tolkien ever wrote. I’ve also discovered a serious interest in philology and the creation of his languages, which are incredible.

This (very long, but worth every word) essay is on Tolkien’s invented languages.

5. Lothlorien:  Would you like to sleep in a tree?

    That sounds like great fun!


6. Edoras:  Do you like horses?

    Very much so. (See response to the Rivendell question…)


7. Minas Tirith:  Have you ever dressed as a Tolkien character, whether for a convention or Halloween or anything else?  (Bonus fake internet points if you share a photo!)

    No photo, sadly, but yes, I have! It was some time ago, but I’ve been Arwen, Luthíen, and an archer vaguely reminiscent of Legolas. 

…why is this picture so dramatic?

8. Erebor:  Do you have any Middle-earth merchandise you particularly treasure?

    Yes, I’m afraid I’m That Person. I’ve got a full-size (and very sharp) replica of Andúril, Aragorn’s sword, and I’m quite proud of it too. 


9. Mordor:  Have you ever read anything by Tolkien that wasn't about Middle-earth?

    Yes! (Should I be concerned that the answer to all of these are yes?) Anyhow, I’ve read a number of his letters, his essay on philology, Letters from Father Christmas, and a number of his short stories including (but not limited to) Farmer Giles of Ham and Smith of Wooton Major.


10. The Grey Havens:  How long has it been since you last ventured into Middle-earth via book or film?

    The last time I’ve read the books in their entirety was last February for a retreat (about which I posted), but I’ve since then re-read The Hobbit and re-watched all six of Peter Jackson’s films. (Which I do love, but they are not as good as the books for Obvious Reasons.) 


    Well, that’s it! I hope you enjoyed it, and I’ll try to get that other post out soon (even if it’s not in time for Tolkien Week). 

Soli Deo Gloria, 
Astrya

Inklings | September Edition

   What-ho! 

    Well, I’m back (to quote Samwise Gamgee). Back to internet access and homework and Such Things. The next part of my (still unnamed) story will be coming sometime soon, but now it’s time for the September Inklings prompt! This month it’s a scene in a kitchen in book or film

   Today’s selection comes (somewhat predictably, I admit) from J.R.R. Tolkien’s The Hobbit. It may also serve as a Celebration Post, for today in 1937 The Hobbit was first published and tomorrow’s Hobbit Day (being the combined birthdays of Bilbo and Frodo Baggins.) So, happy Hobbit Weekend, everyone (that’s not what it’s officially called, of course, but it just seems to make sense… oh, bother. You get what I mean, right?)

I’m quoting from the book, but this scene of the movie was done So Well, so I’ll be using pictures throughout. (Credit to New Line Cinema, of course!)

    Right.
    Ahem. Anyhow, let’s set the scene. Picture a large kitchen—Bilbo’s kitchen, in fact—beautifully furnished with wood carvings and porcelain plates and hobbit-sized pantries in the back. That’s where our scene begins—until our lovely friends the dwarves arrive and begin singing riotously, of course.

    What fun!

    The dwarves ate and ate, and talked and talked, and time got on. At last they pushed their chairs back, and Bilbo made a move to collect the plates and glasses. 
    “I suppose you will all stay to supper?” he said in his politest unpressing tones.
    “Of course!” said Thorin. “And after. We shan’t get through the business till late, and we must have some music first. Now to clear up!”
    Thereupon the twelve dwarves—not Thorin, he was too important, and stayed talking to Gandalf—jumped to their feet, and made tall piles of all the things. Off they went, not waiting for trays, balancing columns of plates, each with a bottle on the top, with one hand, while the hobbit ran after them almost squeaking with fright: “Please be careful!” and “Please, don’t trouble! I can manage.” But the dwarves only started to sing: 
 

          

Chip the glasses and crack the plates!
Blunt the knives and bend the forks!
That’s what Bilbo Baggins hates–
Smash the bottles and burn the corks!
Cut the cloth and tread on the fat!
Pour the milk on the pantry floor!
Leave the bones on the bedroom mat!
Splash the wine on every door!
Dump the crocks in a boiling bowl;
Pound them up with a thumping pole;
And when you’ve finished, if any are whole,
Send them down the hall to roll!
That’s what Bilbo Baggins hates!
So, carefully! carefully with the plates!

    And of course they did none of these dreadful things, and everything was cleaned and put away safe as quick as lightning, while the hobbit was turning round and round in the middle of the kitchen trying to see what they were doing. Then they went back, and found Thorin with his feet on the fender smoking a pipe. 

    Isn’t this such a fun scene? Poor Bilbo’s quite overwhelmed (he’d like to insert here that those dwarves had No Blithering Right to toss his mother’s finest china about like that, and even though they did become his friends he still Vividly Remembers the shock it gave him) and the dwarves aren’t the most polite of guests. 

    It’s nothing, really, compared to what happened Afterwards (see the Burglary Contract, in which Incineration is mentioned multiple times) but still quite overwhelming—from Bilbo’s side—and laughable—from mine. Though, if the likes of Thorin Oakenshield and Company came waltzing into my kitchen with No Manners Whatsoever, I’m not sure I’d react any better than Bilbo.

Said reaction right here ^

    I’d probably smack His Majesty in the forehead with a spatula and tell him to get out until he learns a) manners and b) that No One is too important to sing fun songs. 

    Ya hear me, Thorin? That’s right. 

    (I would like to note, here, that I actually Rather Like Thorin… but the admonition remains.)

    Anyhow, this is one absurd and wonderful scene. What would you do if twelve dwarves (likely in need of a Very Thorough Bath) showed up at your door?

Namarië, 

Astrya

A Wee Literary Interlude

     Well, hallo there! 

    Before we delve into the wonder-that-is-the-Tolkien Blog Party, I’ve decided to try something new.

    Over the course of—I don’t know, some time, I’m going to be posting sections of a (currently untitled) short story as I write it in three or four parts. Depending on how it’s received here and what I end up deciding to do with it, my goal is to get it published! 

    I will be out of town without any access to the internet for the next week, though, so this is all the story you’ll get ‘till I’m back. Sorry in advance for the cliffhanger.

    What? Cliffhanger? I didn’t say anything about a cliffhanger. How could you possibly think that of me?

    …right.

    Anyhow, here’s the first bit. I’d appreciate any constructive criticism, as usual ;)

——

            It’s raining when he comes for the first time. Big, fat droplets that crawl down the windows like spiders. So naturally the first time he knocks, I can’t hear.

(Angel does. She flees to the basement, whimpering. Storms and strange men and one exhausted human are too much for a poor dog to handle.)

I sigh and run a hand through my hair. Was it just my imagination, or is someone at the door?

The knock comes again, louder. I amble my way to the door, clutching my mug of hot chocolate for security. (Since my dog so rudely left me.) Whoever can’t handle me in pyjamas armed with a piping hot pint of sugar has no right to be pounding on my door at ten thirty at night in a blithering thunderstorm.

I hold my breath as I pull open the door, just an inch. A strange voice greets me, low, with a thick accent. I can’t tell if it’s Spanish or French.

“You are Isobel Langford?”

“Depends on who’s asking,” I manage, somehow suppressing my shock. 

I should close the door. Close the door, Isobel. 

But my body refuses to obey. Instead I stand there gaping at this strange man who has yet to explain his reason for interrupting my previously peaceful night.

“William Batiste, at your service.” He bows politely. Is he mocking me?

I blink rapidly, wondering if I’ve somehow fallen asleep and this is all a bizarre dream. 

I know that name. 

But the cold rain pelting onto my bare feet jolts me to reality and I know with utter certainty that something’s wrong. 

“Right,” I drawl, voice dripping with sarcasm, “and I’m the Queen of England. Who are you really?”

“Lovely to make your acquaintance, Your Majesty,” he snarks back, white teeth flashing against the dark. So he’s got a sense of humour, whoever he is. 

(He used to, too.)

“I have told you the entire truth, Isobel—”

“Miss Langford, if you please,” I interject. “Until you prove you are who you claim to be.”

For response he steps into the light and pulls back his hood.

I know those eyes. That face. 

Shock overcomes me and I feel myself falling. No, no, no, Isobel you fool, you’re not about to faint just because there’s an identical twin to a dead man on your doorstep—

But he’s got the same name, too.

The last thing I hear is the crash of my hot-chocolate mug against the floor.

——


    Remember that cliffhanger I mentioned? Yeah, that.

    Thanks for reading! 

    Soli Deo Gloria,

    Astrya    

September 11, 2001

     A date. 

    That’s all it is.

    And yet it’s not. It’s so much more. So much more consequential, so much more impactful, so much more… awful. 

    On September 11, 2001—23 years ago today—the World Trade Centre in New York City was attacked, with two of the four passenger flights deliberately hijacked and crashed into the upper floors of the North and South Towers of the Centre complex and a third plane into the Pentagon in Arlington, Virginia. 

    After learning about the other attacks, passengers on the fourth hijacked plane, Flight 93, fought back, and the plane was crashed into an empty field in western Pennsylvania about 20 minutes by air from Washington, D.C.

    The attacks killed 2,977 people from 90 nations: 2,753 people were killed in New York; 184 people were killed at the Pentagon; and 40 people were killed on Flight 93.

    Today we remember these unspeakable atrocities. Today we pray for those it affected—the aftermath is still influencing people even now. Today, we thank the Lord for His mercy and all He has done for those who suffer. 

    Today we remember.



Soli Deo Gloria,

Astrya

The Sunshine Blogger Award!

   I announce with joy that I have been tagged for the first time in my blogging career! 

    Yup, you heard that right. The lovely Olivia from Meanwhile, in Rivendell nominated me for the Sunshine Blogger Award (thanks, Olivia!) which, if you don’t know, proceeds as follows:

1. Display the award’s official logo somewhere on your blog.
2. Thank the person who nominated you.
3. Provide a link to your nominator’s blog.
4. Answer your nominator’s questions.
5. Nominate up to 11 bloggers.
6. Ask your nominees 11 questions.
7. Notify your nominees by commenting on at least one of their blog posts.


    That noted, let’s begin, shall we?

1.  If you could live anywhere in the world, with money being no object and with your friends and family happily moving with you, where would you settle?


This may come as a surprise to you, but I would actually love to live on Perelandra. (Shocker, right? I know!) Anyhow, it’s wondrously beautiful, has everything you could possibly need, you walk directly in the presence of God—what is there not to love?


2.  What is an obscure book, film, or television series that you wish more people knew and loved?


Anne Brontë’s Agnes Grey. It’s a beautiful story, albeit devastating (as any good Gothic novel should be), and just in general deserves more attention.



3.  Who are five of your favourite musical artists at the moment?


Brahms, Mendelssohn, Tchaikovsky, Rachmaninoff, Dvorǎk. Yes, I am unashamedly and unabashedly a classical music-lover, and no-one can convince me any differently. I could write a whole essay on why classical music is infinitely superior to popular music. Actually, statistic for you (getting a little math-y for once!)—Mozart was more widely listened to in the last year than both Taylor Swift and Beyoncé combined. How’s that for classical music appreciation??


4.  Do you prefer to travel by car or by plane for longer trips?


Car, because economy-class seats are Awful. 


5.  Are there any classic authors whom you feel are overrated?


Uhh… not particularly? If a book is a classic it’s a classic for a reason—it’s stood the test of time. But actually, I found The Picture of Dorian Grey to be less than satisfactory… it was just Very Weird. 


6.  What is your favourite holiday and why?


Christmas! Because the weather is Amazing, and it’s a celebration of the birth of our Saviour. I mean, come on!


7.  Do you prefer warmer or cooler temperatures?


I am wholeheartedly a cold-weather girl. Snow, rain, frost, warm tea, books, fireplaces—it’s a beautiful time of year :D


8.  What are some skills or hobbies that you don't have but wish you did?


I wish I was good at math. That would make life so much easier. 


Also, this is Very Random but it would be cool to play the lute. 


9.  What is your favourite animal?


Uhm, I might just have to go with dogs here. Specifically Great Pyrenees. 


This is not my dog, but I have a Great Pyr named Mozart. Go figure.


10.  Are you an early bird or a night owl?  Or an afternoon . . . I don't know, crow, let's say?


See, I have a problem. I love waking up early, but it’s So Hard when it’s so much warmer to stay in bed… So I’m going to go with both and neither. Is that an option? No. Do I care? 


…No.


11.  What are you currently reading?


Walking on Water by Madeline L’Engle and The Weight of Glory by C.S. Lewis.


Alright, that’s it! Here are my 11 questions, along with the nominees. 


1. What was the last book you read?

2. What are you looking for in a ‘perfect’ movie adaption of a classic?

3. What’s your favourite season of the year and why?

4. If you could go anywhere in the world for one week, where would you go? (This could also be a fictional place.)

5. If you could choose your own name, what would it be?

6. If you had to write a short story about anything, what would it be?

7. What was the worst movie you watched this year and why?

8. British or American spelling?

9. Desert or Forest?

10. What is your favourite piece of music (or two, or three, because I know how hard these questions are)?

11. What was the last movie you watched?


And I tag…


Lizzie (Starlight and Saucepans)

Ruth (The Bend in the Road)

Hamlette (Hamlette’s Soliloquy)

Hannah Ruth (Faith, Fiction, and Fairytales)


Have fun, and God bless you!


Namarië, 

Astrya

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